Thursday, October 23, 2008
Ok. Down with a few more maths, lit, ss and phy papers. I will be done with OLEVEL. And that spells FUN! I simply can't wait for my holidays to start streaming in. And I will make sure everyday of my holiday will be packed with activities and outings!! WHOO. CHEERS. HAHA. The papers are rather here and there. So, nothing much to say about those papers. Hmm, share something interesting with you. Everyone seems to have their code word or frequent used lines. And some of my peeps have really funny ones. my dear buddy, yijun's lines goes like this : "EWW~GROSS. SHUT UP. WHAT Fft" *with the bimbo accent & hands waving in the air. Probably rolled his eyes which I can't really tell if he did...(Fft- in his context means whatever. yea.)"Really, really. I'm not kidding leh. Really!"(Eh. Actually, no one said he was kidding.)next goes to the self proclaimed rockstar shannon whose lines goes like this : "Niao mind wan la" (whack you hard at the back)"Hao xiao mehhhh?!"(she says it like when everyone is quietly studying. )Ok, and there's also the obasan- gladys. And her favorite line is :"AHHAHAHAHAHA" (laughing like a mad dog)"ROFL"(still laughing like a mad dog on msn.)Alright. There's also the typical girl next door- rachel chong. Her lines are: "I need to sleep"(She's always in the constant need of sleep.)"I hope I can clone heath ledger so that I can marry him"Lastly, my brother, tom. And his lines will be:"Hey, look. Look at my muscles. They are alive. LOOK! "
(that's really annoying, esp when you are busy.)"Food? I heard food? Edible?"
I shall end here. have a good day ahead. And good luck for people taking O's. =)
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truthful
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Why are there times when you thought you've given it all to God and out of the blue, all the emotions settled to where it used to be? I guess I haven't been really truthful of the way I feel about things or even people.
It sucks when you feel like you are back to the same old routine, with the same old attitude. And you have to start all over again to re-adjust your lifestyle. And everytime when you fall, you get a lil more discouraged & disheartened. Wondering, when will all these falls-and-pickups come to an end. And the will to do what you have to eventually subside. Yet, deep down, you are still expecting more in life. Or rather, you yearn or desire to have something more. It's not wanting to have a good school to study in, a better job, a partner to get you through or even money. It's something more than all those stuffs. However, you can't spell out clearly what exactly you want. But definitely, you know you need something more.
Then again, you haven't been truthful to the way you feel about this yearning. You chose to ignore it as it seemed unattainable.
Many times my dreams overlap with the responsibilities in life. When I'm still attempting to fulfill my dreams, things just get in the way, causing me to lose all the will to succeed. And all the attempts turn to responsibilities. But I still wanna stay truthful to what I truly want. Cuz that's something that will never change.
Like what Rosaline mentioned, "Even if you don't know where to start or how to continue, be sincere to your heart...Because feelings make you alive and living."
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Sunday, October 12, 2008
YINING! THIS IS FOR YOU. You're one of the most truthful & sincere friend I've ever had! And I thank God for sucha brother who always encourage & love in his most outrageous yet genuine way. haha. Thank you yining! here's ur drawing! haha. I know it don't really look pretty. But I'm bad at drawing. So yea, this is the best I can manage actually. (I've been drawing like this ever since primary sch) HAHA. Yining's singing & playing the guitar! The shaky notes doesn't mean he sings real bad. He chose to sing in a *out of tune* way. HAHA. right yining? =))
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Thursday, October 9, 2008
HEY! HAHA. Great week! And I shall use some drawings to show you of my very interesting and sweet week! Let's start from Tues! I had a heart to heart talk with SUYIN!!! And well, it's really sweet of her despite her constant claims of her hotness! HAHA. 
AWWWW!!!!
And today! I headed down to limbang for my study sessions with my two buddies! SHANNY & JUN JUN! AHAHA.
YIJUN. ME. SHANNNON.
I PUNCHED YIJUN & HAVE FUN WITH SHANNON!
STUDY AT MACC!! AND WE HAVE TEA! COOL RIGHT>!
And suddenly, my phone vibrated! Micbay was asking about sth...
AND...
I IMAGINED HER DOING THIS!!! AHAHAS.
Well, and I'm looking forward for my SATURDAY!! YAYNESS!
I had fun today and I enjoyed their company! Thks! =))
And they do not wish to be seen! HAHA. camera-shy! (like real! pfft.)
Unlike me, I'm not camera-shy! hah. GRIN!
THAT'S ALL FOLKS! GOOD DAY AHEAD!! YEAPPIE!! HAHAS.
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jesus loves me, this i know.
Monday, October 6, 2008
IT'S A MONDAY! And I do not suffer any monday blues! HAHA. Not that I always do. But yea.
Well, today was indeed a beautiful & gorgeous day. Not that something nice happened in school or anywhere else nor someone did something pretty for me. It's a normal day yet filled with much of God's goodness and awesomeness. After three weeks of major breakthroughs, life somehow came alive once again. It's been tough & tiring, yet a good race ran; a good fight fought.
I was at shan's place in the afternoon and was about to go home in the evening. And God prompted me to walk home instead of taking the public transport. Though I was feeling a lil tired, I obeyed and walked. As I was walking, God began to show me several things.
The streets was filled with people rushing to get home. People. Yes, people. And God said, "I love every single one of them." I wondered,"Do these people know how much my God loves them?" Every person on the streets I saw appeared to be consumed with their thoughts. No one actually bother to look up and take a look of the things around them. And I wondered again, "Do these people know how much my God truly loves them?" Some may know, and some may not. And many times, those who know that He loves us simply know it just the way it is. But how many truly live with that truth through their lifestyle. And I reckon that it's not a lot.
And God said to me again,"I love every single one of them."
As I was half way home. God said to me, "I love you dearly." And I smiled and told God,"yea, I know that." And God said again,"I really love you." Many stuffs and thoughts began to string in my mind. From how I grew up as a rebellion kid in a christian environment to who I am now. It's been a long time. And as I saw how God transformed me from such a terrible kid to one who learns to live life to the fullest, I know He really did love me.
He has put amazing people in my life and these people really walked me through so much, sooo much of trials, sufferings and bondages. They delighted in every breakthrough of mine and every testimony I had. And I know that the Lord truly loves me.
Definitely, the gospel of how my Lord died on the cross for all my sufferings and pain is indeed the greatest love He has for me. That's how much He loves me.
Like the sermon preached last week, sometimes, all you need to know is that God really loves you. No matter how things changed, His love remains. And I get a personal touch of what it truly means when God says He loves me.
Jesus loves me; this I know.
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post exam activities!!!!!!!!!
Friday, October 3, 2008
I know O's isn't even here yet and I'm already thinking of what to do after that. Well, HAHA. And yes, I can't wait!! WHHOOOOOOO.POST EXAM ACTIVITIES!!! 1. Learn horse riding.
2. Practise the guitar. (I shall be the nissi light's next guitarist alright?! HAHA.)
3. Learn drums! (Who says girls suck at coordination? I will prove you wrong!)
4. Spend more time with my piano & violin!
5. Learn to roller blade. (Yes, I can't ride on anything on wheels, that includes the bicycle.)
6. Go for more swimming sessions. =))
7. WATER POLO!
8. Volleyball !
9. Get my COLD ROCK treats every week! YAYNESS!!
10. Marina Square for some shopping.=D
11. Serangoon Gardens (FOOOD!!!)
12. Esplanade to catch a musical (= And probably going to the flyer in the evening.
13. Clarke Quay for my night life! (Not clubbing definitely. Just getting to some really sleazy and cool cafe/restaurant for chill and long chats.)
14. Watch all the movies & TV series that I've missed!!
(Big bang theory! Dexter. CSI. Criminal Minds. Cold Case. Pushing Daisies! Ugly Betty.Prison Break. Saw. Mirrors. Mamma Mia. Donnie Darko. Butterfly II. etc, etc, etc)
15. YI CAMP.
16. Christmas Bash.
17. Season of giving & loving! Get birthday pressies for people whom I owe!
Oh man! I can't wait! I seriously can't. Why not now?! WHY NOT?!! AAHHHH.I'm going crazy! HAHA.
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