"I'm not a born actress, as such, I care about expressing feelings." -Audrey Hepburn

Many times I care too much about feelings and feelings make up my whole world for me. It makes me wonder whether the world I'm living in is the real one. Cause I feel surreal in my own delusion more than anywhere else.

I want to play a grand piano on some gorgeous stage with a million audience.
I want to learn as many instruments as possible; saxophone will be next.
I want to dive in a swimming pool-sized of chocolate fondue.
I want a field flooded with orange daisies.
I want to teleport to Berklee!
I want a library of books with classics, and very very very extremely good books & novels.
I want to own a home movie theatre with my very own ice cream fridge.
I want to direct my own gore movie and write my own gore novel. (this is thrilling.)
I want to get married to some rich guy and be a tai tai. HAH.

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2010 hasn't been too great for me so far. It feels like I will have to go through the whole cycle of 2009 again. I damn tired from school already.
I do expect alot from this year. Cos it's the year I'm turning 18 ! So, I hope, really really wish that it will be filled with much joy, friends, fun & love.

On a personal note,
my life now is filled with uncertainity, with doubt, yet with a heart driven with thrills and excitement. I know life with God was different. It was that security that I've got whom no one can ever offer. It was everlasting and never changing, unlike the world I live in. People changes as and when. Things never stay the way it is. And when I decide to embrace the world, I let my heart be vulnerable to all the potential hurts I can get from anyone. But yet, I can't deny the fact that there were happy moments from all of it. It's just that these moments don't seem to last longer than the heartbreaks. Why can't I stretch these moments, when I can just lie down with someone special, gazing stars and talk all night long? When someone will make me feel that I mean so much to him, even if it means giving up the whole world? And though many people said that only God's love can make me whole. But God's love was too much and overpowering. And maybe, just maybe, someone's love is all I need.

Sometimes you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who you are and where you want to be. - G.G.

Ok, as I mentioned, my first 2010 resolution was to fly to Germany to find Vonzo. Secondly, I'll be a student for the upcoming 8 months till A's. If you are wondering why 8 months cause I decided to start mugging only after feb. hahaha.

Shit, my dad brought durians home. I FEEL LIKE PUKING. THE STENCH IS WARPING MY LUNGS.

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OMG. I'm seriously not ready for sch. First, I've only completed 3 math qns from all my hols assignment. Second, i wake up in the afternoons. Third, I haven't pack my table. Tell me I'm screwed. :(
But I can't wait to see some peeps in sch.

But sch gonna sucks without Ner. Big boo. :(



YOUR FART FACE. Gonna miss you so much.

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