"I'm not a born actress, as such, I care about expressing feelings." -Audrey Hepburn

Many times I care too much about feelings and feelings make up my whole world for me. It makes me wonder whether the world I'm living in is the real one. Cause I feel surreal in my own delusion more than anywhere else.

I want to play a grand piano on some gorgeous stage with a million audience.
I want to learn as many instruments as possible; saxophone will be next.
I want to dive in a swimming pool-sized of chocolate fondue.
I want a field flooded with orange daisies.
I want to teleport to Berklee!
I want a library of books with classics, and very very very extremely good books & novels.
I want to own a home movie theatre with my very own ice cream fridge.
I want to direct my own gore movie and write my own gore novel. (this is thrilling.)
I want to get married to some rich guy and be a tai tai. HAH.

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I FINISHED MY DRAFT FOR PROJECT WORKK!!!
Oh finally. I feel so productive.
I did annotations for lit and math tutorial ALL BY MYSELF. PHEW.
More to go and hopefully next week will be less taxing on my small brain.

I drank chicken essence just now. It simply reminds me of utt in the ad. Goodness, he's like everywhere in all th ads.

I hope I've 24hours for school life. And another additional hour for movies, shopping, and books. And with that additional 24hours, there'll be ample time to sleep too! I need to sleep badly.

Josie is hell annoying. I got the template for you already, Josie. You can do the real tattoos next week!
(I'm so nice aight.) You owe me coldrock.

Weekends come and end fast too.

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LOOOOK AT THAT. SO GORGEOUS. I <3 the curly hair! And the JAWLINE. MELTS...

This picture is pretty disturbing with that black eyelids. BUT THE JAWLINESS. My house is smoked with flames; "Kibum, my house caught fire due to your hotness! You need to take me innnnn!!!!"

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facade. overlapping. delusional. what's right? what's wrong? or rather, what's love and what's not?


Many times, too much works dilute the effects of love. Probably because we read into it too much. His words are direct and simple.
If God is love, then what is the love that we are showing? **************** I'm half way stucked with CSE (china studies in eng). And I'm not intending to complete it. I'm feeling so unproductive today! I actually spend half my time playing with facebook applications. and flipping mags.

AWWWW. BLONDE BABIESSS !! !

Ok, I need to study. :(

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I'm so proud to see the double rainbow and took a picture of it! I snapped it in pjc. pretty:)

Ok, I think I need more whitening masks and creams. haha. Trainings are making me soo much tanner! =(

(took from daesiree's blog. touchrug trainings.)

and there's two tests before the march holidays. double boo. I need an econs tutor! I don't understand lectures, and to top it off, my tutorial teacher is pretty sucky. At least my class has a bunch of fun people. *grins*

And I think my cold rock addicts and craze over blonde guys are acting up...
I've been visiting cold rock every now and then. And I'm buying mags of hot blonde guys. (not hot body guys, I'm not horny.) Hahah.

fiona, is nice enough to tag along. and sebastian is helping me pay the regular indulgences of magazines and videos. totally love 'em.

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