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LORA

"I'm not a born actress, as such, I care about expressing feelings." -Audrey Hepburn

Many times I care too much about feelings and feelings make up my whole world for me. It makes me wonder whether the world I'm living in is the real one. Cause I feel surreal in my own delusion more than anywhere else.

desires

I want to play a grand piano on some gorgeous stage with a million audience.
I want to learn as many instruments as possible; saxophone will be next.
I want to dive in a swimming pool-sized of chocolate fondue.
I want a field flooded with orange daisies.
I want to teleport to Berklee!
I want a library of books with classics, and very very very extremely good books & novels.
I want to own a home movie theatre with my very own ice cream fridge.
I want to direct my own gore movie and write my own gore novel. (this is thrilling.)
I want to get married to some rich guy and be a tai tai. HAH.

Contact me.

@ lolalimlumlabe_92@hotmail.com

clicks

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Monday, October 26, 2009

UNITED KINGDOM

I'm really looking forward to go. Man, just another month and I'll be going England. Not just the beautiful architectures & rich culture. It feels like narnia.

London Bridge is so beautiful.

Not only that, I can meet my blonde guy.

Mitch Hewer. <3

I'm bloody angsty today. I dont know why. I stayed home the whole day, wanted to study Chinese but I rented alot of movies and videos. And they are all waiting for me to undress them. lol. sounds so anal.

Watching disturbing and dysfunctional movies make my whole heart so uneasy. I really honestly think I've a weak heart. Man, I'm really reluctant to return sch tmr.

Maybe Tommy is right, I should retain with such sucky results I got. I'm not ready for A's at all.

I tried to do the things I loved, hoping that it will make my mood better. Even chocolates have lost their effects on me. Nothing can make it better ain't so. And though I need you badly, I choose to believe that you won't make my life better too.

I hate school

I hate pw

I hate pj

I hate the parties & hangovers; believe it or not

I hate the aftermath of your love

I hate you

I hate me

I hate my life

Fuck it.

My life is aimless and screwed up.

Over and out.

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