"I'm not a born actress, as such, I care about expressing feelings." -Audrey Hepburn

Many times I care too much about feelings and feelings make up my whole world for me. It makes me wonder whether the world I'm living in is the real one. Cause I feel surreal in my own delusion more than anywhere else.

I want to play a grand piano on some gorgeous stage with a million audience.
I want to learn as many instruments as possible; saxophone will be next.
I want to dive in a swimming pool-sized of chocolate fondue.
I want a field flooded with orange daisies.
I want to teleport to Berklee!
I want a library of books with classics, and very very very extremely good books & novels.
I want to own a home movie theatre with my very own ice cream fridge.
I want to direct my own gore movie and write my own gore novel. (this is thrilling.)
I want to get married to some rich guy and be a tai tai. HAH.

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BRYAN & NINGYI. You two are so dead. When I came home and switch on the computer, I saw sth on my screen. A really unsightly naked photo of someone. I shan't say who. But I was laughing my head off. Wth. hahahaha.

Sidetrack, Cts are over with a short break of four days. It was a pretty good weekend, I PLAYed really hard. hahahaha. Eyeopener. And I think I've used my breaks to my fullest. Can't be anymore tired.

Recently, I've this sudden urge to quit sch and be an entreprenuer. Sounds cool right. But I haven't give a thought onto what I should do.

These few weeks have been a rather well, self realization to certain things.
1) I realise that my bathing habit is getting serious.
I bath for at least three times a day. And during my exam period, I bathe more than that. Like 5-6 times? That's kinda bad, cause my dad always complain that I'm wasting a lot of water. And it's like as if I've a disease.
2) I think I've been dropping hair lately.
My mom says so, cause she sweeps the floor.
3) Pork is getting more revolting nowadays.
I'm starting to dislike even the smell of it.
4) I miss hewerboy more than I actually I thought I would.
I want him back, away from the stupid jungle trip.
5) Being sadistic is one way to destress.
I rmb experimenting disecting a hamster with a ballpoint pen. Ok now people think Imma sick in the mind. But I believe everyone killed ants before right. So don't judge.

Idk why, but I really would wanna have everyone, everything I need to surround me. Not as if I must be first place in everyone's eye, or first in everything I do. I just need a few. A few friends, a few lovers. Sounds contradicting,but no it's not.
There's so many things that I've to learn. And I need to really humble myself to do so. Cos sometimes I think I know what the hell I'm doing, but in the end, I realise that's not very true. I screw up most of the time.
Well, I think Im writing rather weird nonsense already. Good night.
Oh btw, sch sucks. I hate my life to be a drama.

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