"I'm not a born actress, as such, I care about expressing feelings." -Audrey Hepburn
Many times I care too much about feelings and feelings make up my whole world for me. It makes me wonder whether the world I'm living in is the real one. Cause I feel surreal in my own delusion more than anywhere else.
desires
I want to play a grand piano on some gorgeous stage with a million audience.
I want to learn as many instruments as possible; saxophone will be next.
I want to dive in a swimming pool-sized of chocolate fondue.
I want a field flooded with orange daisies.
I want to teleport to Berklee!
I want a library of books with classics, and very very very extremely good books & novels.
I want to own a home movie theatre with my very own ice cream fridge.
I want to direct my own gore movie and write my own gore novel. (this is thrilling.)
I want to get married to some rich guy and be a tai tai. HAH.
That piece of advice is gonna be easypeasy, provided I decide to fail my A's. Hi world. I'm here to give a piece of myself. Whatever that means. Guess what, it's the HOLIDAYS..NOT. Sch is totally bullshit. And I choose to believe that Spore education is flawed.
I have not exactly started my mugging engine. Cause, 1) My table is totally in a mess. 2) I thought it's the holidays! 3) I'm enticed by GSS!!! (But I'm in debt as well. So no GSS for me?!) 4) There's too many movies I need to catch.
Talking about movies, I WANNA WATCH A NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET. And I made a few phone calls, sent out a few texts. All the replies were, "Any movie but that." My friends are puss. Totally. So pls, anyone wants to watch, gimme a call! Pls pls pls! I wanna catch that!!
Trailer for now!
Ok, I promise that I shall study after this movie. Pinky swear.
To hewer boy, stop testing me out. We both know the answers. But still recently, I'm feeling as if I'm losing my grip. Tell me it's not true.
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Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Meeting a beautiful woman can be bad for your health, say Scientists.
So, the article says according to a study from some university, spending 5 minutes alone with an attractive woman can raise cortisols, which is the body's stress hormones.
The effect is enhanced in men who believed that the woman in question is 'out of the league'. Cortisols has been linked to heart disease which is produced by the body under physical or psychological stress.
And it ended off with saying that cortisol can have a positive effect in small doses, improving alertness and well-being.
However, major elevated cortisol levels can worsen medical conditions such as heart disease, diabetes, hyper tension and impotency. HAHA.
BUT, will meeting gorgeous men gives ladies bad health?!Cause, OMG. I'M SO IN LOVE WITH RYAN VIGILANT & MATT PAETZ.
RYAN V.
MATT PAETZ.
The two hunks.
Omg, if the above theory is true. I will be infertile. Hahaha. Ok, off to bed. Night.
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Sunday, May 9, 2010
I've been lazy. Lazy t study, lazy t run, lazy t blog. And I'm not doing any productive work. So, I've this feeling that my mid year exam is going to screw up.
Omg, I've to share this. This sorta craze has been away from me for quite a while. But it came back recently. Three days- two cute boys. boy no.1, I met this bartender at new asia. And he's so cool. I'm so gonna go back there. boy no.2, I went to see the doc this morning cos I had an asthma attack, prolly due t two consecutive nights of partying. And guess what, the doctor is fucking hot and young. Dr Wong.
The doctor said that I should rest. So I've got one day mc! WHOO HOOO! But I've to go to sch becos my dad is being annoying. :(
Someone said this to me, "I like to be with you cause you're full of surprises. And I know I can never get bored out of it. But guess what, I realise it's also a challenge to keep up with you. Cause you're always changing."
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