"I'm not a born actress, as such, I care about expressing feelings." -Audrey Hepburn
Many times I care too much about feelings and feelings make up my whole world for me. It makes me wonder whether the world I'm living in is the real one. Cause I feel surreal in my own delusion more than anywhere else.
desires
I want to play a grand piano on some gorgeous stage with a million audience.
I want to learn as many instruments as possible; saxophone will be next.
I want to dive in a swimming pool-sized of chocolate fondue.
I want a field flooded with orange daisies.
I want to teleport to Berklee!
I want a library of books with classics, and very very very extremely good books & novels.
I want to own a home movie theatre with my very own ice cream fridge.
I want to direct my own gore movie and write my own gore novel. (this is thrilling.)
I want to get married to some rich guy and be a tai tai. HAH.
HEY! This is specially for CHUAYIJUN! He was jealous that I blogged about shannon and he ticked me off. So I sort of promise him that I will blog about him when I have the time. HA. He is a very sensitive and VAIN guy. Yes, vain. He looks himself in the mirror with every reflection he sees. And allows no one to touch his 'beautiful' hair. He makes a big fuss when he cut his hair. And it seems to me that his hair is everything that he has. Ok. And chua yijun is atypical himbo. (a male version of bimbo). He thinks that he is the cause of global warming as he is too hot and no one can stand his heat. That's not true obviously. Also, he tends to joke a lot and laugh at his own joke, worst of all, no one is laughing! Ok, that itself is already hilarious. AHAHAHA. Oh well, he is someone who appreciate really good food. Ok, more of like expensive food. Getting to know him and hang out with him, I realise I'm getting poorer each day with the amount of money I spend merely on food! Haiz. *shakes head* Yes, that was just some stuffs about him. And yes, he can be a very nice guy who called me HIGHNESS. Yeap, I'm his highness! ahahs. All I can say is; a good friend, a compassionate brother, a sacrificial buddy. That's him. So, yijun, this post is for you. So stop saying how unappreciative I'm towards you alright. Thanks for those prayer sms, small talks, and even hanging out with me on gloomy days! Of course not forgetting those dumb jokes and fun times together! HAHA.You've been great. =))) There you go, I know you are falling in love with her.
Yes, that was just some stuffs about him. And yes, he can be a very nice guy who called me HIGHNESS. Yeap, I'm his highness! ahahs. All I can say is; a good friend, a compassionate brother, a sacrificial buddy. That's him.
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