"I'm not a born actress, as such, I care about expressing feelings." -Audrey Hepburn

Many times I care too much about feelings and feelings make up my whole world for me. It makes me wonder whether the world I'm living in is the real one. Cause I feel surreal in my own delusion more than anywhere else.

I want to play a grand piano on some gorgeous stage with a million audience.
I want to learn as many instruments as possible; saxophone will be next.
I want to dive in a swimming pool-sized of chocolate fondue.
I want a field flooded with orange daisies.
I want to teleport to Berklee!
I want a library of books with classics, and very very very extremely good books & novels.
I want to own a home movie theatre with my very own ice cream fridge.
I want to direct my own gore movie and write my own gore novel. (this is thrilling.)
I want to get married to some rich guy and be a tai tai. HAH.

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I won the Literature ‘unseen’ debate! Ok, not I, but we! My teammates, whom I really thank God for. We trashed CHIJ(toa payoh) and I felt so good about it. All those little disputes, staybacks in school and late preparations all paid off. I guess this taste of victory really act as a form of encouragement for me to do even better for Literature which I lose interest in after the swop of teachers. I also thank God for blessing me with people who offered me a helping hand, helping me to analysis and interpret the text for me!
Oh well, that taste of victory is indeed unforgettable and honorable. I remembered when I step on stage, that lady gave me a firm hand-shake and said, “Good job ladies. You deserved it.”
I began to ponder upon that statement. If I were to go to Heaven now, will God tell me that I did a great job and that I deserve that honor to be His child and enter His kingdom? Will He? Do I deserve it?
I believe many times I don’t. I never deserve that grace and mercy He never fails to grant me with. That’s why He’s God, for He has that unimaginable grace and mercy to forgive the worst and intolerable mistakes.
No matter how undeserving I am, He grants me grace to live within His love which I can never repay.
As the song goes, I know You gave, the world Your only son for us, to know Your name to live within the Savior’s love and You took my place knowing He’d be crucified and You loved, You loved people undeserving.

He loves me as an undeserving child. And He never fails. ****************