"I'm not a born actress, as such, I care about expressing feelings." -Audrey Hepburn

Many times I care too much about feelings and feelings make up my whole world for me. It makes me wonder whether the world I'm living in is the real one. Cause I feel surreal in my own delusion more than anywhere else.

I want to play a grand piano on some gorgeous stage with a million audience.
I want to learn as many instruments as possible; saxophone will be next.
I want to dive in a swimming pool-sized of chocolate fondue.
I want a field flooded with orange daisies.
I want to teleport to Berklee!
I want a library of books with classics, and very very very extremely good books & novels.
I want to own a home movie theatre with my very own ice cream fridge.
I want to direct my own gore movie and write my own gore novel. (this is thrilling.)
I want to get married to some rich guy and be a tai tai. HAH.

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YAY! MICBAY IS COMING BACK TOMORROW! Aww. I miss her badly. Church is weird without her. HAHA. But still, yesterday is really good.
A newcomer received Christ! It caught me not prepared. I didn't know I had to share with her, especially in mandarin. She was Ziyi's friend. It was tough. And I was panting while sharing with her, indeed tiring. Not that she is difficult to handle, but it's the mandarin. HAHA, yea.
It's really amazing how God can use my broken mandarin to bring her to know Christ. Ultimately, it's always God that draws. No matter how much you prepare or practice your speech or whatever you call it, and if God's word did not speak forth in power and in truth and most importantly without His anointing, it's not possible to get her to Christ.
I remembered how I used to feel so angry when I actually put in so much effort to get my words in place and the person refuse to receive Christ no matter what.
I realise how important for God to be in every sharing. It's sharing about Him and His love for His people, and if He's not there to draw her personally, I, as a witness is useless.
She readily accepted Christ. The way she said the unrefined Chinese version of the prayer, she was genuine and sincere. She was excited to enter the kingdom of God.
Sometimes, it doesn't matter how imperfect your mandarin is or how you stutter when you speak. For God's presence is already enough to get anyone to Christ in His own timing.

God doesn't require perfection, but rather reliance and trust.
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