"I'm not a born actress, as such, I care about expressing feelings." -Audrey Hepburn

Many times I care too much about feelings and feelings make up my whole world for me. It makes me wonder whether the world I'm living in is the real one. Cause I feel surreal in my own delusion more than anywhere else.

I want to play a grand piano on some gorgeous stage with a million audience.
I want to learn as many instruments as possible; saxophone will be next.
I want to dive in a swimming pool-sized of chocolate fondue.
I want a field flooded with orange daisies.
I want to teleport to Berklee!
I want a library of books with classics, and very very very extremely good books & novels.
I want to own a home movie theatre with my very own ice cream fridge.
I want to direct my own gore movie and write my own gore novel. (this is thrilling.)
I want to get married to some rich guy and be a tai tai. HAH.

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Yesterday, I went to Michelle's place and played with simba! And I'm really in love with him. Yes, him, a dog. At least dogs are so much lovable than humans. HAHA.
When I saw simba, I was reminded of my dog, nut who died three years ago. I went home and frantically search for her photos. And my mom told me she threw away all those photos of nut 'cause it collect dust and keeping those photos will only make the family even more upset. ARGGH!
I MISS NUT! Boohoo.
Ok, nut died because of eating excessive barbequed pork, aka "ba-gua". Yes, I know it sounds amusing. But it's not alright. It's a tragic. Nut loved ba-gua though it was not meant for her. And I fed her too much cause I loved her too much. And she was down with liver failure after a year and the veterinarian told my parents that she could only live for probably the most two months.

It was my fault that she died. In other words, I killed my dog.
NUT. NUT. NUT. NUT...
I miss her badly now. ****************