"I'm not a born actress, as such, I care about expressing feelings." -Audrey Hepburn

Many times I care too much about feelings and feelings make up my whole world for me. It makes me wonder whether the world I'm living in is the real one. Cause I feel surreal in my own delusion more than anywhere else.

I want to play a grand piano on some gorgeous stage with a million audience.
I want to learn as many instruments as possible; saxophone will be next.
I want to dive in a swimming pool-sized of chocolate fondue.
I want a field flooded with orange daisies.
I want to teleport to Berklee!
I want a library of books with classics, and very very very extremely good books & novels.
I want to own a home movie theatre with my very own ice cream fridge.
I want to direct my own gore movie and write my own gore novel. (this is thrilling.)
I want to get married to some rich guy and be a tai tai. HAH.

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Hmm. As I looked back, I realised that 2008 is coming to an end. And it seems crazily fast. Ups and downs. Highs and lows. All been there. So much I learnt, so much I need to learn.
One thing that God never fail to bless me with is friends. Friends who care. Friends who allow me to be who I really am. Friends who never judge and condemn like the world does. Friends who truly love. And that's what that keeps me going sometimes.
Many people I would like to thank them individually and I had no idea how to do so. I looked behind my eyes, and faces started to flash. Every face, every person meant a lil something in my heart. As I reminisced, I smiled warmly. I never thought that these people would bring so much joy in my life.
And I really thank God for them. No matter where they are, what they are doing right now; no matter how they are doing, or how they've changed, I choose to believe they are who they were when we talked and got together, lovely and beautiful. That scent in my heart will linger and it gets stronger each time I reminisce.


On a lighter note,I wanna specially thank her. SUYIN! Yes, she is LOUD, CRAZY and ANNOYING. She's the BIMBO everyone can tell. She's pretty self-obsessed too. HAHAHA.
Well, that's probably the way she appeared to you. In fact, she's a very nice and sweet person. She can be that crazy friend who bring laughter to you. She's one of the most truthful and sincere friend who never put a fake front. That's her. And she's one of the people I thanked God for.



"It's been a long time we hang out. Many times we broke, many times we stood. And it definitely brings us closer. Busy-ness always seem to have its way to get us away from each other. But know that it doesn't bring me away from missing you! Be strong and keep moving against the flow. Thank God for you and you've been great. Study hard for A's and take care."


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