IT'S A MONDAY! And I do not suffer any monday blues! HAHA. Not that I always do. But yea.
Well, today was indeed a beautiful & gorgeous day. Not that something nice happened in school or anywhere else nor someone did something pretty for me. It's a normal day yet filled with much of God's goodness and awesomeness. After three weeks of major breakthroughs, life somehow came alive once again. It's been tough & tiring, yet a good race ran; a good fight fought.
I was at shan's place in the afternoon and was about to go home in the evening. And God prompted me to walk home instead of taking the public transport. Though I was feeling a lil tired, I obeyed and walked. As I was walking, God began to show me several things.
The streets was filled with people rushing to get home. People. Yes, people. And God said, "I love every single one of them." I wondered,"Do these people know how much my God loves them?" Every person on the streets I saw appeared to be consumed with their thoughts. No one actually bother to look up and take a look of the things around them. And I wondered again, "Do these people know how much my God truly loves them?" Some may know, and some may not. And many times, those who know that He loves us simply know it just the way it is. But how many truly live with that truth through their lifestyle. And I reckon that it's not a lot.
And God said to me again,"I love every single one of them."
As I was half way home. God said to me, "I love you dearly." And I smiled and told God,"yea, I know that." And God said again,"I really love you." Many stuffs and thoughts began to string in my mind. From how I grew up as a rebellion kid in a christian environment to who I am now. It's been a long time. And as I saw how God transformed me from such a terrible kid to one who learns to live life to the fullest, I know He really did love me.
He has put amazing people in my life and these people really walked me through so much, sooo much of trials, sufferings and bondages. They delighted in every breakthrough of mine and every testimony I had. And I know that the Lord truly loves me.
Definitely, the gospel of how my Lord died on the cross for all my sufferings and pain is indeed the greatest love He has for me. That's how much He loves me.
Like the sermon preached last week, sometimes, all you need to know is that God really loves you. No matter how things changed, His love remains. And I get a personal touch of what it truly means when God says He loves me.
Jesus loves me; this I know.
****************