"I'm not a born actress, as such, I care about expressing feelings." -Audrey Hepburn

Many times I care too much about feelings and feelings make up my whole world for me. It makes me wonder whether the world I'm living in is the real one. Cause I feel surreal in my own delusion more than anywhere else.

I want to play a grand piano on some gorgeous stage with a million audience.
I want to learn as many instruments as possible; saxophone will be next.
I want to dive in a swimming pool-sized of chocolate fondue.
I want a field flooded with orange daisies.
I want to teleport to Berklee!
I want a library of books with classics, and very very very extremely good books & novels.
I want to own a home movie theatre with my very own ice cream fridge.
I want to direct my own gore movie and write my own gore novel. (this is thrilling.)
I want to get married to some rich guy and be a tai tai. HAH.

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Ok. I had a weird dream. It seems so real actually. I woke up believing that I had truly gone through that. Ok, I shan't keep you in suspense. It's really freaky.
I dreamt that I'm in war. And I'm a warrior. Like, a warrior, One who fights in the war. And the leader actually. (But in real life, I can't fight for nuts. Wait, I've never tried before!)
It was some weird uniform and I can't make out what I was fighting for, or why I was fighting. But I knew I had to fight. Just then, I heard mutiple gunshots. And I took out this brown tommy-gun from I had no idea where and kept firing. I was firing at, not people. But LIZARDS AND CROCODILES. REPTILES. It's more like a clan of reptiles I'm fighting against! (weird uh. indeed and very.)
I seriously abhor reptiles. They are the most disgusting things on earth. And yes, I declared war with them. HAHAHA. And I fought with them. There was an army of people behind me. And there were some familar faces too. I saw YINING. ESTHERCHONG. MICKON. TOM. WAIKIT. AMY. FIONASEAH. SHANICE. SYLVIA. Like, various people from church, school and deans. I think there are more people, but I can't really remember. HAHA.
These people's faces were strict and I could see the frowns on every faces. They were ready to fight! They took out swords and rifles. It felt as if it was in the narnia era. But again, it felt like world war two era. Actually, it's a mixture of both I think.
Then we fought and fought. And I saw blood splattering all over the place. And I smirked.
Later on, I shouted,"VICTORY! VICTORY! IT BELONGS TO USS!!" And I let out fits of vicious and hysterical laughter. AHAHHAHAHA.
And we popped champange and wine and called in for a huge celebration. And that was in the gladiator era. We were dancing and screaming at the top of our voices. ESTHERCHONG did a so-called victory dance on the table and screamed. She then ran around pouring wine on people and continued to scream. HAHAHA. And there was TOM stuffing himself with food at the table. And he demanded the servants to bring in more food as it wasn't enough.
FIONASEAH was playing the harp and then she stripped like king david and dance. (ok, this is so RA. AHAH.)
Overall, it was madness. And after that, I woke up. Heaving. It was a dream. A very weird one. ****************