"I'm not a born actress, as such, I care about expressing feelings." -Audrey Hepburn

Many times I care too much about feelings and feelings make up my whole world for me. It makes me wonder whether the world I'm living in is the real one. Cause I feel surreal in my own delusion more than anywhere else.

I want to play a grand piano on some gorgeous stage with a million audience.
I want to learn as many instruments as possible; saxophone will be next.
I want to dive in a swimming pool-sized of chocolate fondue.
I want a field flooded with orange daisies.
I want to teleport to Berklee!
I want a library of books with classics, and very very very extremely good books & novels.
I want to own a home movie theatre with my very own ice cream fridge.
I want to direct my own gore movie and write my own gore novel. (this is thrilling.)
I want to get married to some rich guy and be a tai tai. HAH.

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Ok. It's near 4am. And I'm not sleeping. Though this year, I skipped overseas holidays, my body clock is haywire. I sleep at 4 or 5am and wakes up at around 2? WOW, plain madness.
Another week of my holiday is over. And this week is pretty tight as well.

monday : headed down to church for a workshop and then to a bbq which is pretty interesting.
get to know new people. and they sure are funny. =)

tuesday : Went for a sleepover at this huge house!
Thank you _ _ _ _ _ for opening your house for us! definitely had lotsa fun. long beach walks; long chats; sunrise. it's pretty. I never quite like the way of people saying how they wish time could stop at this moment. But for once, I actually buy that. And though your slumber party didn't turn out as one, HAHA. We sure laugh our heads off with that stupid papaya game!

wednesday : came back from the sleepover & headed down to the national library alone in the evening to get some books. Kinda like being alone for awhile. And I've finished reading one book I borrowed. I need more BOOKS.

thursday : out with a few people for steamboat to celebrate jaslyn's birthday. and caught the movie, quarantine as well. Good plot, but lousy ending. once again jaslyn, happy birthday sweetheart!

friday : slept almost the whole day. woke up around 6pm. that explains why I'm still awake now uh. HAHA.


I indeed had too much fun and stuffs going on this holiday. I thought I would love all this. But it's getting a lil dreadful now. I'm expecting something more out of this holiday. So comeon holiday, don't disappoint me. =D

*though there were photos for almost everydays, but i'm way too lazy to upload photos.oretjirjgjnr. HAH. ****************