"I'm not a born actress, as such, I care about expressing feelings." -Audrey Hepburn

Many times I care too much about feelings and feelings make up my whole world for me. It makes me wonder whether the world I'm living in is the real one. Cause I feel surreal in my own delusion more than anywhere else.

I want to play a grand piano on some gorgeous stage with a million audience.
I want to learn as many instruments as possible; saxophone will be next.
I want to dive in a swimming pool-sized of chocolate fondue.
I want a field flooded with orange daisies.
I want to teleport to Berklee!
I want a library of books with classics, and very very very extremely good books & novels.
I want to own a home movie theatre with my very own ice cream fridge.
I want to direct my own gore movie and write my own gore novel. (this is thrilling.)
I want to get married to some rich guy and be a tai tai. HAH.

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Back from camp. And couldn't offically get my rest. When I said offically, it simply means that I could sleep till as and when I like. HAHA.
When I reached home on thursday, I recieved a call from sebastian. And the conversation went like this : "hey girl, I've bought goodie goodie for you!"
And I went : "What goodie?!" (I thought he was referring to gummies or sweets. But I was happy cos I'm recieving a gift!)
And he said : "I shall give it to you when we meet for dinner."

When we were out, I was anticipating. And guessed what he gave me.
He gave me a ntuc bag with something in it all crumpled up. And in it was a bottle of whitening moisturising cream. Initally I was very offended cos it reminded me of this classmate of mine who wanted to gave a girl a bottle of whitening moisturising cream on her birthday cos he felt that she had terrible skin!

I was like : "Soo, this is the goodie goodie?!"
And not knowing how to react, Sebastian simply said : "yea!"
I didn't look happy. And only after forty seconds that he realised what was going on and laughed it off by saying : "nah. I thought you wanted to have fairer skin & it would be a good idea to get you this. BUT, you're beautiful enough."

Ok, that was very sweet. =) thank you besty for being so nice.
And you ALWAYS have goodie goodie for me!


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