Today felt so heavy. Though everything happened not long ago, but it seems like a long long time. I made a trip down to holland v. Supposedly to be a pleasant trip. But all those memories just overwhelmed me. And somehow, those memories just got hold of my emotions. Everywhere seemed to hide your shadow. I thought it was merely a visit. I guess I was totally wrong. It turned out to be some memory trip which became too much for me to handle.
And worst of all, the bus trip was even more depressing. It just suck to have all those images running through my mind with soo much details in it.But I'm determined to get it all right. No matter how I'm gonna do it, I have to and I will. And I'm really doing fine after all.
On a lighter note, I got myself some cash to spare cos I found myself a job. =)
After all, I guess it was true when someone told me that putting thoughts into words will allow a better view to situations, probably better understanding & rather less consuming. It ain't really something terribly difficult to get over. =)