I've finally got some time to get off all the work from school and chill my ass off.
Ok, just for today. Alright, maybe tomorrow too. Eh, we shall see I think. Haha.
Everywhere is kinda screwed up. A place where you thought you can always rely on or even get comfort from turns out to be one huge mess. I’m not siding anyone nor am I against or what. It’s very chaotic as it appears to be.
Whatever the case, I’m just getting by on my own pace, my own take. No more organizations and all the group shit.
1. I seriously need a new pair of shoes from sanuk!
2. I’m totally anticipating for the rings to be out.
3. Dar’s going to do his very first facial. (I <3>
4. I wanna go to new york for the eoy lit trip. (adina, I might get you sth, if I can afford.)
5. My trauma of free cone day isn’t over yet. (thks kumyong, but I think you can get me some other time. *BIG HINT*)
6. Birthdays are killing me. I think I should just give off money instead of cracking my brain to get a present.
7. I’m damn high now. (not horny pls.)
8. oh, i’m going crazy over my mood swings. Angsty vs hype
9. I need to end my life right now. (ok, I’m kidding.)
dead tired.
I love and hate the way it is.
The overwhelming sentiments make me look like a hyper sensitive freak.
Apathy, it keeps occurring. And it always hit me harder each time.
What the hell is wrong?
The staggering emotions or the indifference? I hope I know.
Too much crap from all over the place.
Too many voices that speak of “wise” and “profound” suggestions.
But all I need is one voice.
That voice of truth and love.
I wanna hear what You have to say.
Comeon, screw off those shit from people.
I want Your answer.
Prove it to me You’re always there.