"I'm not a born actress, as such, I care about expressing feelings." -Audrey Hepburn

Many times I care too much about feelings and feelings make up my whole world for me. It makes me wonder whether the world I'm living in is the real one. Cause I feel surreal in my own delusion more than anywhere else.

I want to play a grand piano on some gorgeous stage with a million audience.
I want to learn as many instruments as possible; saxophone will be next.
I want to dive in a swimming pool-sized of chocolate fondue.
I want a field flooded with orange daisies.
I want to teleport to Berklee!
I want a library of books with classics, and very very very extremely good books & novels.
I want to own a home movie theatre with my very own ice cream fridge.
I want to direct my own gore movie and write my own gore novel. (this is thrilling.)
I want to get married to some rich guy and be a tai tai. HAH.

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This was me recently.
So damn shag. So much so that all my energy is channelled to school which left me less to dwell on anything or anyone.

I read my lit text last night, I couldn't understand a shit Harold pinter was trying to portray and ended up dozing off. When I woke up, I realised that certain things he said just makes sense. I wonder if it was his theory, but there's this saying that in the world of absurdity, there's no rules, no laws, no regulations. And maybe not even morals nor ethnics.

Every beginning need not have an ending.
Every ending need not be a pleasant one.
Everything we do need not have a purpose.
Not everything you thought is what it is.
There's no such thing- good or bad, right or wrong.

This sounds totally unconventional. But fact is, the world we live in has been transforming to the tune of this theory.

"I've tricks in my pocket, I've things up my sleeve. But I am the opposite of a stage magician. He gives you illusion that has the appearance of truth. I give you truth in the pleasant disguise of illusion." - Tennessee Williams.

Omg, I just realised that I kinda complete my hw for lit. Cos I manage to have a rough interpretation of what the heck Pinter is trying to say.

And I saw the angbao my mommy gave me!
I shall date my books real soon. And my thoughts are fragmented. I'm in this philosophical mode, hahaha. Ok, I'm becoming like tommy. Whatever.

I'm going back to sleep. at 2pm in the afternoon. ****************