"I'm not a born actress, as such, I care about expressing feelings." -Audrey Hepburn

Many times I care too much about feelings and feelings make up my whole world for me. It makes me wonder whether the world I'm living in is the real one. Cause I feel surreal in my own delusion more than anywhere else.

I want to play a grand piano on some gorgeous stage with a million audience.
I want to learn as many instruments as possible; saxophone will be next.
I want to dive in a swimming pool-sized of chocolate fondue.
I want a field flooded with orange daisies.
I want to teleport to Berklee!
I want a library of books with classics, and very very very extremely good books & novels.
I want to own a home movie theatre with my very own ice cream fridge.
I want to direct my own gore movie and write my own gore novel. (this is thrilling.)
I want to get married to some rich guy and be a tai tai. HAH.

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I'm awfully pathetic. Because everyday I'm merely living off tiny dosages of your love that you give off like shillings from your pocket at the end of the day. And maybe if I'm lucky enough, I can get a little more when you decided to take a breezy walk home instead of throwing em into the bus chute. But you never realise how those shillings of yours are like food to me.

I'm a criminal. I fall for the wrong guy at the wrong time. I do everything that goes against the rationality and welfare of mine. I should be charged guilty for murdering my own conscience. And the only thing that I've not betrayed is my feelings for you. That's the only right thing for me.

I thought that if everything else is built based on my love for you, it will overcome anything and conquer all, even my conscience. And it doesn't matter if your love can never match up to mine. It doesn't matter even if only a small part of your heart belongs to me.

But yet, I still secretly bear the most burning and unspoken desire in my heart- that your heart will solely belong to me. And I'm your choice.

If only you are in my heart, you will savour every ounce of love and tender I have for you. Because as long as you feel the depths of it, you will feel all of my madness within.

Then again, what if even that wasn't enough for you to make me your choice? What should I do by then?

I love you I love you I love you. How do you need me to bring that across? ****************